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College and mum

Started : 24.10.2018 by Amelia

My mum was diagnosed with secondary metastatic melanoma last year, 12 years after the primary tumour in her eye was treated. It had spread to her liver and neck, which was bad news. At that point I was working in a really bad job, having dropped out of college due to quite serious mental health issues, but after leaving the job and auditioning for a course in my local college, I thought maybe we were on the right track. Mum had two surgeries, a liver dissection and neck dissection, and then 6 weeks of radiotherapy, which her oncologist thought (hoped) would sort it, and when we had the follow up PET scan, it turned out that the cancer had spread to her spine, stomach, pelvis, chest, lymph system and back to her liver. She was then put on immunotherapy, which left her in hospital due to colitis which nearly killed her. They then found it had spread to her brain as well, and she's now having treatment until her doctor says there's no need any more, either way. In between all of this, I started a really intense course at college and a part time job, and I'm really struggling with coping with everything. I want to give up and make it all stop.

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