My mother

Started : 28.11.2019 by Megan

Hi I'm Megan and a couple of weeks before my birthday i found out that my mother has Lung cancer that is inoperable. Its not because its terminal its because its between both of her lungs and if they took it away she would be unable to breathe on her own she would need an oxygen tank. I'm in the middle of my GCSE's and im struggling to keep myself together, i'm so irritable with all of my friends i just want to snap and hit something. She got diagnosed with cancer on the day we split up for summer break and she has only had chemo twice since then. Her sisters are stupid, one of them with COPD and she's very prone to chest infections and pneumonia, her nurse said to stay away from any people who has a weak immune system and what did she do, she came to my house the day after she had her chemo tablet, for a 65 year old woman you would think she would have more common sense. I am seriously infuriated with her and if it does spread its her fault, this is not the anger talking it is her fault. yet her other sister in implying little things like "oh lets make this the best Christmas yet" or " lets take you to the beach" She isn't dying from this just yet. I'm not stupid, the best thing they can do is stay away till her chemo is complete because they are giving us so many negative thoughts. It's not just me who thinks thi its my mother as well. I don't know how to cope with this news anymore.