My dad has cancer for the second time and i really dont want him to go through it again. The first time I was 5 and the operation was around my 6th birthday. Back then it didnt really affect me because i didnt understand much, however i do now and it hurts me a lot more, it feels too real.
Now at school it is cancer month and everywhere i turn, i hear the word CANCER and every time i do it breaks my heart a little. I am really finding it hard to cope but i know that i have to be strong for him, but sometimes i cant and i feel like i am letting him down. I really dont know what to do any more...i really dont....
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